wow. Forgot what human cockroaches these LGAT people are.
hey don't beat yourself up.
If these LGATs weren't so effective at mind control they wouldn't make so much money and be so popular.
Basically you did survive the LGAT and ultimately came to full awareness. Not everyone does that. You're only a human being. It does take a while to recover.
My story written in other parts of this forum was equally painful.
Fact: I "graduated" (joke) all the way up to the highest level. This is where you're suppose to wear suits and do all kinds of money making scamming to bring new meat to the LGAT. I went in chewing gum. Some Nazi chick who was one of their guard dogs said "spit the gum out" I snapped so to speak and said fk it. Walked out. Next day we were suppose to show up for some stupid military event. Went surfing. Literally. I went surfing. They kicked me out.
Then they turned the fire hose of mental games and nasty tricks against me. Turned my gf against me. Her ex bf who was also in this sick tribe against me. He did 1000's in felony vandalism damage against me. They spied on me. I had to sue the ex gf for money she took from me to pay for this garbage. I had to get the police involved with the ex bf and get a restraining order. I went into the office of the woman who ran this MITT in LA and called her out. She threw me out of her office. She was a pig.
I fought these guys with whatever I had.
I also went to a cult de-programming therapist to understand myself and what was happening.
I read books on LGATs and cults. Got involved in this web site which is a life saver.
Ultimately I realized I was looking for this LGAT to fill a need in me missing from my parents. Once I realized that, everything made sense. I was a stronger person. You'll be a stronger person now you realize what happened and keep revealing more to yourself.
These LGATs are really good at siphoning money out of people who want to believe and are easily intimidated by social manipulation. The more black and white your world the better for them.
As a child I was put through assertiveness training and it saved my life. Because I was able to stand up to these LGAT leaders. But at the time I had low self esteem. I was trying to win the love of some crazy girl who was addicted to this training. My need to prove something to her and not able to love myself lead to insane actions. But ultimately their training snapped. And I was free. When that idiot scolded me for chewing gum. I said fk u. You no longer have control over me.
There is a lot of embarrassment over being "played". I totally relate. You don't know how many times in the last 13 years I've said "why the fk did I ever get involved with these people, that gf, that situation?" Just look at it as a psychological car accident. A severe car accident. The car was totaled. You were hospitalized. For a long time. You had some severe damage to your body. You were in a cast. Bandages. You had to learn to walk slowly and do things to recover. This is a head on collision that you're recovering from and it will take time to recover fully. Give yourself time to recover. Get away from these people, people who are connected to these people, that part of town as much as possible. Don't re-injure yourself by blaming yourself. You've already been psychologically injured. Walk away from the accident and start to recover. You'll be stronger for it. :)
hey don't beat yourself up.
If these LGATs weren't so effective at mind control they wouldn't make so much money and be so popular.
Basically you did survive the LGAT and ultimately came to full awareness. Not everyone does that. You're only a human being. It does take a while to recover.
My story written in other parts of this forum was equally painful.
Fact: I "graduated" (joke) all the way up to the highest level. This is where you're suppose to wear suits and do all kinds of money making scamming to bring new meat to the LGAT. I went in chewing gum. Some Nazi chick who was one of their guard dogs said "spit the gum out" I snapped so to speak and said fk it. Walked out. Next day we were suppose to show up for some stupid military event. Went surfing. Literally. I went surfing. They kicked me out.
Then they turned the fire hose of mental games and nasty tricks against me. Turned my gf against me. Her ex bf who was also in this sick tribe against me. He did 1000's in felony vandalism damage against me. They spied on me. I had to sue the ex gf for money she took from me to pay for this garbage. I had to get the police involved with the ex bf and get a restraining order. I went into the office of the woman who ran this MITT in LA and called her out. She threw me out of her office. She was a pig.
I fought these guys with whatever I had.
I also went to a cult de-programming therapist to understand myself and what was happening.
I read books on LGATs and cults. Got involved in this web site which is a life saver.
Ultimately I realized I was looking for this LGAT to fill a need in me missing from my parents. Once I realized that, everything made sense. I was a stronger person. You'll be a stronger person now you realize what happened and keep revealing more to yourself.
These LGATs are really good at siphoning money out of people who want to believe and are easily intimidated by social manipulation. The more black and white your world the better for them.
As a child I was put through assertiveness training and it saved my life. Because I was able to stand up to these LGAT leaders. But at the time I had low self esteem. I was trying to win the love of some crazy girl who was addicted to this training. My need to prove something to her and not able to love myself lead to insane actions. But ultimately their training snapped. And I was free. When that idiot scolded me for chewing gum. I said fk u. You no longer have control over me.
There is a lot of embarrassment over being "played". I totally relate. You don't know how many times in the last 13 years I've said "why the fk did I ever get involved with these people, that gf, that situation?" Just look at it as a psychological car accident. A severe car accident. The car was totaled. You were hospitalized. For a long time. You had some severe damage to your body. You were in a cast. Bandages. You had to learn to walk slowly and do things to recover. This is a head on collision that you're recovering from and it will take time to recover fully. Give yourself time to recover. Get away from these people, people who are connected to these people, that part of town as much as possible. Don't re-injure yourself by blaming yourself. You've already been psychologically injured. Walk away from the accident and start to recover. You'll be stronger for it. :)
