You also asked how our relationships had been affected. My ability to have any type of relationship was harmed.
Before doing the forum, I had been in a year-long depression, and feeling much resentment over a betrayal by someone whom I had trusted. I had washed my hands of that person, and found a new circle to hang out with.
When I finally agreed to take the forum, my newer "friend" thanked me for trusting her on this, and said that I would not regret it.
After the forum, I had still been resentful of the original betrayal, and this was what was referred to as my "racket," and why the people at LEC considered me a "hard case." It was from this that everything else I have written followed. My "friend" in Landmark provided information, and assisted in setting up the ensuing privacy invasions and harassment.
This has left me with an inability to trust. Relationships of any kind feel superficial and flat. I was not like this before, I can't say that I ever expect to be capable of trust again.
Before doing the forum, I had been in a year-long depression, and feeling much resentment over a betrayal by someone whom I had trusted. I had washed my hands of that person, and found a new circle to hang out with.
When I finally agreed to take the forum, my newer "friend" thanked me for trusting her on this, and said that I would not regret it.
After the forum, I had still been resentful of the original betrayal, and this was what was referred to as my "racket," and why the people at LEC considered me a "hard case." It was from this that everything else I have written followed. My "friend" in Landmark provided information, and assisted in setting up the ensuing privacy invasions and harassment.
This has left me with an inability to trust. Relationships of any kind feel superficial and flat. I was not like this before, I can't say that I ever expect to be capable of trust again.