It was the devious calculation of these methods which I found most disturbing when I first discovered them back in 2010 via this forum.
Throughout the first Forum weekend, our course leader kept saying - "you're going to pop on Monday afternoon."
I had no idea what he meant until I experienced a natural dopamine high induced by all these techniques to stress out my nervous system over those 3 days.
If you had told me in advance that this was possible, I would not have believed you but it did happen to me. That rainy Monday in March, the world look beautiful and I wanted to hug everybody. And others said how well I looked which surprised me as I was at a low point in my life.
The experience was pleasant but also unnerving because I instinctively knew something wasn't right.
And it is during this state that they encourage you to make life changing and risky decisions.
Beware folks. That is not a good way to make choices which can affect the rest of your life.
I was lucky that I didn't do that but the pressure was on me to do that.
Throughout the first Forum weekend, our course leader kept saying - "you're going to pop on Monday afternoon."
I had no idea what he meant until I experienced a natural dopamine high induced by all these techniques to stress out my nervous system over those 3 days.
If you had told me in advance that this was possible, I would not have believed you but it did happen to me. That rainy Monday in March, the world look beautiful and I wanted to hug everybody. And others said how well I looked which surprised me as I was at a low point in my life.
The experience was pleasant but also unnerving because I instinctively knew something wasn't right.
And it is during this state that they encourage you to make life changing and risky decisions.
Beware folks. That is not a good way to make choices which can affect the rest of your life.
I was lucky that I didn't do that but the pressure was on me to do that.
