The woman that runs the MITT in Los Angeles and still does from my last report half year ago is a Dutch national with ZERO BACKGROUND IN PSYCHOLOGY. She's a former hairdresser from the Netherlands.
Probably the most ruthless pig in the form of a human being I have ever encountered. Literally would see her in the driveway of the hotel that hosted these psychotic weekends verbally berating people "on the fence" of joining with no money left except for rent - telling them they are "loosers" if they don't spend their rent money on MITT / Lifespring / EST / (fill in the blank) LGAT.
I strongly suspect at the time she hired an ex FBI agent to infiltrate my personal life and get dirt on me. Weird long story about such a person just "showed up" at an outdoor mall where I was having lunch after leaving this LGAT.
I too am angry that I fell for this garbage. Like most. It's a common reaction. Self hatred for falling for this stupid manipulation. Fortunately I walked out on my own and preserved some self respect. Many get grounded up and left in worse shape. It has a weird effect. You go through a euphoric phase and feel like you're invincible. Like some cocaine high. But all that leaves you as you separate from them psychologically.
They also record damaging sh*t on you when you're in it. They purposely get you to open up your deepest darkest secret supposedly under the cover of lights off but they have people on the sidelines recording your public admission so they can emotionally blackmail you. I'm pretty sure they recorded my admission and fed it to my ex when I fell out of line and walked out on their highest level training.
It's sick, Nazi stuff. The people who admin it are sociopaths. You can't just test it out and say you can handle it. It effects you whether you're a grad student in psychology or Sigmund Freud. They play some sick parlor games to make sure they get you to breakdown. Once they break you down they build you up their way so they can control you. I played the "rogue" or rebel and they worked hard to break me down. They call you out. Put you on display. Badger you and inflate you then deflate you.
Anyone who goes through this crap needs therapy afterwards. Even just a little.
In my case they used a felon to rough up my stuff. Then they used the info they got in the training to poison my ex and take her away from me. She was pretty feeble and ripe for believing their bs.
It works best on people who like "black and white" worlds. Your typical FOX NEWS audience. Simple thinking. Most people go in feeling they're a loser in life or a loser at something. So they prey on that "loser" self image to push you to buckle in and submit. Submission is their goal.
Now you see this same technique in how Trump governs a campaign and an election. It's cult of personality using the same techniques of submission, simplistic thinking.
Probably the most ruthless pig in the form of a human being I have ever encountered. Literally would see her in the driveway of the hotel that hosted these psychotic weekends verbally berating people "on the fence" of joining with no money left except for rent - telling them they are "loosers" if they don't spend their rent money on MITT / Lifespring / EST / (fill in the blank) LGAT.
I strongly suspect at the time she hired an ex FBI agent to infiltrate my personal life and get dirt on me. Weird long story about such a person just "showed up" at an outdoor mall where I was having lunch after leaving this LGAT.
I too am angry that I fell for this garbage. Like most. It's a common reaction. Self hatred for falling for this stupid manipulation. Fortunately I walked out on my own and preserved some self respect. Many get grounded up and left in worse shape. It has a weird effect. You go through a euphoric phase and feel like you're invincible. Like some cocaine high. But all that leaves you as you separate from them psychologically.
They also record damaging sh*t on you when you're in it. They purposely get you to open up your deepest darkest secret supposedly under the cover of lights off but they have people on the sidelines recording your public admission so they can emotionally blackmail you. I'm pretty sure they recorded my admission and fed it to my ex when I fell out of line and walked out on their highest level training.
It's sick, Nazi stuff. The people who admin it are sociopaths. You can't just test it out and say you can handle it. It effects you whether you're a grad student in psychology or Sigmund Freud. They play some sick parlor games to make sure they get you to breakdown. Once they break you down they build you up their way so they can control you. I played the "rogue" or rebel and they worked hard to break me down. They call you out. Put you on display. Badger you and inflate you then deflate you.
Anyone who goes through this crap needs therapy afterwards. Even just a little.
In my case they used a felon to rough up my stuff. Then they used the info they got in the training to poison my ex and take her away from me. She was pretty feeble and ripe for believing their bs.
It works best on people who like "black and white" worlds. Your typical FOX NEWS audience. Simple thinking. Most people go in feeling they're a loser in life or a loser at something. So they prey on that "loser" self image to push you to buckle in and submit. Submission is their goal.
Now you see this same technique in how Trump governs a campaign and an election. It's cult of personality using the same techniques of submission, simplistic thinking.